[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Kramer[00:00.731] 作曲 : Jason Kramer[00:01.462] 编曲 : Starbeats[00:02.195]Mixing Engineers: Houser Yang / Uncle Damn[00:23.195]...God...[00:42.695][00:44.195]Look, I’ve been putting my heart on the table[00:48.694]And put a knife into it, just for seeing if it works[00:51.445]I divided it apart to take a look, is inside has been cursed ?[00:54.445]Or if it was dirty, I’ll give my Satan a birth, u know[00:57.945]But I ain’t know even myself[00:59.695]What u’re wondering kid, all I do is finding a peace yeah[01:02.695]Need a room for letting me think[01:04.449]The rain is my drink[01:05.695]All my thoughts are burning up in my veins[01:07.946]Every day I gotta carve my name on the wall for counting the days[01:11.445]Even I pray for drowning in dreams[01:13.447]Why I have to renew my plan[01:15.195]It hurts[01:15.699]But it comforts[01:16.639]It worth[01:17.143]I’m still holding on for future[01:18.640]Why they’re giving me curse[01:19.891]Ma.. May...Maybe I'm not innocent[01:21.148]That is why I’m rapping hence[01:22.391]But I don’t got the wings, all I got is a pen[01:25.840]In the end, dose anyone still tryna call my name outside of cave[01:29.090]I see nothin’ partial to me, I don’t rather be saved[01:31.339][01:32.091]Holding glass[01:34.846]I think I’m selfish now[01:37.589]I can’t even get outta my shadows around[01:43.339]Holding glass[01:46.094]I think I’m selfish now[01:48.848]I can’t even get outta my shadows around[02:06.339][02:22.349]But I got doubts to myself[02:24.089]Are my music lame?[02:25.599]If people can relate to, well then I try my best[02:28.527]I tryna feel how they feel so man that’s the link[02:31.025]I got blueprint in my head, it takes time to make it achieve[02:34.276]I’m making the rap songs or rap clones[02:37.029]Confused ‘bout everything I’ve been passed through[02:39.783]I keep on my path waiting for mind’s bloom[02:42.276]Even my dream or family in different time zone[02:45.027]I told Jessie, one day you’ll be on the Billboard[02:47.525]I’m at side door[02:48.776]Came a long way, no one mentors[02:50.776]I hand out myself for stressed out[02:53.027]Crowd is too loud, the only clown still making his own sound[02:56.034]Remember this[02:56.776]If u get a job u better not to give up on the things u did[02:59.781]Specially the things u loved and u glad to wrote them on the list[03:02.526]Feel the lines, he ( Sam X ) said so, so there is no fast flow[03:04.973]My hands are cold then keep my head low...so hey and hello[03:07.987][03:08.237]Holding glass[03:10.975]I think I’m selfish now[03:13.723]I can’t even get outta my shadows around[03:19.237]Holding glass[03:22.235]I think I’m selfish now[03:24.973]I can’t even get outta my shadows around[03:26.973][03:27.485]U tell me...[03:28.224]U tell me...[03:28.973]U tell me...[03:29.724]U tell me...[03:30.223]U tell me to lose that[03:31.474]You gonna give back or just keep that?[03:32.973]I’ll get my backpack[03:34.223]No response well then I don’t need feedback[03:35.973]Well I’ve been hiding my sword[03:37.224]A meaningless payback, cuz I got a lotta scorn[03:39.916]Sometimes I really wanna tell somebody that I’m so tired[03:42.925]I’m stuck in my bars[03:44.165]I feel like these negative thoughts are covering the scars[03:47.167]But when I’m talking ‘bout it, everybody seems to hate that[03:49.917]I gotta thanks about it how people taught me to release that