[00:09.77]I feel like I lost it, honest[00:13.88]I feel like I'm a million miles away from what I used to be[00:18.66]There's a couple of substances[00:21.51]In the hole where my heart used to be[00:24.56]Maybe I'm a lost cause and I'll take that to my grave (whoa)[00:31.66]Maybe I don't wanna talk about it anyway[00:35.77]One step you're close to me[00:38.39]I just wanna feel wanted[00:41.35]Sometimes love is all you need[00:44.59]When you don't wanna feel nothing[00:47.02]'Cause makeup makes me pretty[00:49.11]Makes me feel like I'm someone[00:52.15]'Cause skin is such a pity[00:54.93]When you're trapped in the wrong one[00:58.14]'Cause makeup makes me pretty[01:00.81]Makes me feel like I'm someone[01:03.92]'Cause skin is such a pity[01:06.70]When you're trapped in the wrong one[01:10.11]And I don't wanna run away[01:14.63]Why does this always happen to me?[01:18.62]We could live just like the movie on your screen[01:23.04]Don't know if I could last another day[01:26.32]Feel like I'm preaching to the choir[01:30.11]Wonder why I look so tired all the time[01:34.63]All the time, I try to find, dead or alive[01:43.60]It's so hard to live a lie[01:46.80]All the time, I try to find, dead or alive[01:55.49]It's so hard to live a lie[01:57.82]Yeah, you want it, you breathe it, never really need it[02:00.41]Got my back at the sun but it's still burning my feet[02:03.27]Got your life in my hands but I don't know what it means[02:06.25]No, I don't know what it means, can you spell it out for me?[02:09.12]Cuz the calendar days they trip they spiral[02:12.02]Haven't spoke in weeks, I guess, been a while[02:15.11]If I make my bed and brush my teeth[02:17.87]Will you fill my head with kerosene?[02:20.90]'Cause makeup makes me pretty[02:23.20]Makes me feel like I'm someone[02:26.61]'Cause skin is such a pity[02:29.15]When you're trapped in the wrong one[02:32.35]'Cause makeup makes me pretty[02:35.02]Makes me feel like I'm someone[02:38.26]'Cause skin is such a pity[02:40.99]When you're trapped in the wrong one